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its has been a long time i dont write anything… many things happened just in a week… works make realised i’m not strong enough… to controlled my feelings… easily become upset… lost my smile… i tried to control… but my tears just fall… keep thinking about my future… keep thinking my mother… keep thinking my sisters… keep thinking about myself… it still a long journey… what will happen next… i dont know… will accept with open heart… He know what the best for me… but frankly said… tears has become my best friend… lookin at others… make me realised…. i need support…. to take the road that i choose… sometimes i can smile… but most of the time… i feel useless… always make others in trouble… hopefully the pain will cure….